Mom is getting weaker and weaker. She’s not that healthy anymore as I used to see her when I was still in PI. Well, aside from the fact that she gets older a year each year, for sure a lot of body changes happen to her. I’m going to admit that she’s not that young anymore. She’s in 60s. Aside from that, she was a victim of hit and run the other day. It’s so sad to think and makes me teary-eyed everytime I think of her. All of them think that I can be very selfish and hard sometimes but deep inside, they just don’t have any single idea that I am soft as well. I’m hard on them because they sometimes forget that my life in this foreign work isn’t easy too. I’d want them to stand on their own feet without depending on me 100%. I mean, I have my own life and family to take care of also. I’d want to buy her oximeter and other stuffs that they’ll be needing at home but if I’ll be doing this, they’ll be thinking also that I am filled with fortune. Shall I go for it or not?